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Saturday, October 23, 2010

Did I Just Fail?

Tonight my girlfriend and I had absolutely amazing sex.  We stopped and Kay got up and went to the bathroom.  I was still revved up and raring to go.  I was laying on my stomach and just the sheets rubbing against my clit were stimulating me to the brink of another orgasm.

I couldn't resist it.

I made myself come twice.  In less than a minute.

Kay did come back from the bathroom and we started fucking again.

My questions are:  Does it count against me?  Do I count that as "sex with myself?"

If so, I just lost my sexual sobriety.

I told Kay about it and asked her what she thought.  She looked a bit disappointed in me, but then said she didn't think it counted.  But I don't know if she really believes that.  I don't think she really thinks it doesn't count.

If I failed, then what's the point?  I might as well just go buck wild, right?

I don't know.

I'll have to ponder it some more.